Amber F. Reply:
February 27th, 2010 at 9:59 am

THIS IS THE REAL Amber that new Layne and Demri, not the :…………………………………………

FAKE FRAUD POSER WIMP CHICKEN

How fucking dare you use my name so people obviously will think its me to spread your crap. Call me and fight your battle to my face not behind my back on someone’s website, like some wimp.

I would never put Demri down and disparage her in the public and hurt her brothers or mother, besides this is all her nieces and future nephews will have to remember her by since almost all of her and Layne’s things were stolen.

Yes there is an Amber out there that was close friends with Demri and yes I have stuck up for rude comments made about her or Layne, NOT THE OPPOSITE!!!! I have emailed and ask where pictures of Demri on a sight came from stating her family has none and asking them to make a copy and/or send originals to her mother, Kathleen, but I don’t hurt people. I wouldn’t hurt Demri’s mom anymore than my own, besides in the month of her and her mom’s birthday with her brother dying, etc. Who does that and doesn’t even have the balls to claim it???? If the real Amber (that was in her life) thought that way they wouldn’t have been friends and friends of each others family as long as they were.

To clear up anything about Barbara, she did know Layne and Demri and she went through her own hell and almost didn’t make peace with Demri before she died (the way everyone needs to tell loved one thing before they pass). Do posers come to the hospital and know the friends and family to do that? Barb was eaten alive in Seattle and lost both Dem and Ro among others so she doesn’t need your shit either. How many deaths have you been through? We all have our own perspective of that time and nothing that I have read has been a lie. When I hung out with Demri maybe we were with Simone, Juliet, Fab, and Xana where Barb was with Cole, Credo, Paul etc. With Layne it might have been Ian and Darin or Damon, who doesn’t have a variety of friends with some that don’t do the same things? Some you know from work, some you know from the gym, some you know from high school or college, etc. Dem belong to every group of friends so there really wasn’t ONE set it was who was there when and for what function. Also I think they went on a trip together and stayed at each other’s places, you don’t do that when you don’t know someone.

I know Kathleen knows and remembers Barb, not just cuz she’s a Cutie Pie but because of Darin, they were like her kids. Don’t be throwing around people names that you don’t know, like you do and lies when anyone could call and find out the truth, how stupid; 744-3000, it’s that simple. Like Demri Kathleen doesn’t hate or act hatefully and if anything she would say she didn’t remember and she’d check.

The other stuff about knowing the name of one of “Layne’s sister and not the other”, and the “Live Journal” and being there from “15 on” I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about to comment on, except GET A LIFE AND OWN UP TO WHO YOU REALLY ARE. What the hell…..

About her being sent away what the hell are you talking about???????????????????…….coming back this evil horrible person, WHAT???? Day in and day out Demri lived an honest honorable life. She may have had to do things she did not enjoy because of her addiction but Demri had a heavy conscience she was always thinking of a way to make it up to you. I can’t even recall her calling someone a mean name and we did have a couple of arguments. She’d get a tone but that was about it. Maybe she didn’t repay you with money but those of us who really new her knew what those beautiful gifts she gave were; I’ve got a box of them. Unlike a materialistic person she knew that giving of herself was all she had so she did it and maybe it was only a smile and a kind word but it’s 100% more than others in that same situation did or even thought of doing. It made me realize that a homemade card was far better than a store bought one or a sweet letter was better than a $20 bill. I have stretch-marks from the bountiful of gifts from her and Layne if they weren’t good ones they were lessons I am glad I learned, because the goal at the end of this game can’t be about what TV Shows you watched and other non growth forming things people do day in and day out. As you go through your day and see a particular person at the store and judge them in the way human beings do think about one thing, that was the one person that no matter how bad Demri felt, no matter how sick she was she would make a point of going over and making that person feel like they mattered and were special. If you may not have been the most attractive person, if you were a junkie and thought your family hated you and didn’t want you back, if you just seemed out of place, you felt good about yourself when she left you. There is not a single word you could say to THIS Amber that can’t take away anything done by the repercussions of her disease and knowing Barbara I’d say the same thing.

Demri wasn’t a hooker, if she wanted to do that and liked to do that she would have advertised or become and escort and coming from the city I do I know she could have made a thousand a day easily. Others wanted her to do it, but she didn’t feel good about it. She cared about Layne and Ro and that meant more. People prostitute themselves out daily for things yet it’s only associated with women and sex not bartering for this and exchanging that. It is what it is and no better or worse if it’s a politician a business person or someone needing drugs, not to get high, but to STAY WELL. There’s a difference!

There was nobody that anyone that knows her would say had a bigger heart than her and THE WRETCH OF A HUMAN BEING IS YOU, who can spew out this troglodyte crap but can’t own up to it and hide behind my name.

If this was cancer would you be spewing the same crap? Medications for that are $7,000.00- $100,000.00 a month and up. I am surprised all the people with diseases with these price tags on them to “get well” aren’t out there hooking, stealing, loosing their heart and becoming a wretch of a human being to get their medication.

Barb is no poser she’d the real deal and the world is a better place because of both her and Demri and even Rosheen who I first met under dire circumstances and loved her anyway. I am only sorry that Dem can’t be here to see what Barb has accomplished because it was a long tough road and she would be extremely proud of her. I guess you need attention from both of us, “fake Amber”, can’t identify yourself looser I mean POSER? Barb I am sorry someone disgraced your sight this way.

As for Layne dating before he died. Factually let’s talk it out. He used drugs that made he not be able to have sex, he was very sick which Mike can vouch for as well as anyone in the drug field as to what your body is going thorough not just days before buts months and years before. Does anyone think that a 6’0” tall 90 minus pound man who is skin and bones is going to have an enjoyable time in the sack, stamina, strength, etc.? The only person I know to claim to have been his girlfriend at the time who thought “he really looked good when I saw him last”, also claimed to have seen him a couple of days before he was found which kind of isn’t possible unless you are into necrophilia, lets not go there…… That’s not from a friend of Demri’s not wanting him to date as I was a friend of his and wanted him to get clean, move on, be happy and enjoy life. He deserved it; he was a good person with a bad disease.

Lastly if the “real Amber” that knew Demri wrote about anything you can sure as hell bet that what I wrote couldn’t possibly be any shorter than what I have written now because it’s virtually impossibility for me something short. I also like to think I make sense when I write. Maybe not but I think what I wrote makes more sense than what you did but maybe it’s because YOU’RE A FAKE! Does what I have written here sound remotely close to that garbage? I have more class and wouldn’t do that to Barb. I haven’t seen her in awhile but she was a little sister to me and I genuinely care for her welfare and knowing the road she traveled I’d NEVER do anything mean and malicious to her either. She’s an anonymous person to you; she is a sweet, loving, wonderful person in my memory no matter her past hardships.

Barb what you are doing is great; Dem would have loved the attention and companionship. I just wanted to tell you that people that know them don’t want to write because Family doesn’t know what to write. Friends and Family want to keep things private like Demri’s favorite food or Layne’s favorite drink because when someone talks about it you know they know, ya know……People towards the business side think its an attention thing like with Mike on Celebrity Rehab, if you know him you know that’s the last reason why. Other’s just don’t know the internet thing. Maybe if there was a sight where people that really knew them could post privately or publically it would happen more. I guess maybe others don’t care. I do because what I said above because of her family. I promised Dem the time you came to the hospital when they gave her the zero percent chance to live and she pulled through (where I dragged you to the room because you thought she wouldn’t want you there and I knew she would love you to be there…remember), that I would take care of her mom, her brothers and Layne. Layne was too worried to let you see him or help him if he didn’t think he looked well enough and once he moved to the U-District it was harder to get in the building without being buzzed in and sick people don’t buzz you in. Even when he was really hungry and had you make him a big pot roast dinner with chocolate raspberry cake for desert. I also promised to take care of who I could out of the people her and Layne introduced me to because they thought I could help them get clean in some way. Obviously you got your life together now and don’t need help despite the disappearing act but you have people up here that think about you and are in your corner. I look at this picture of Dem and Billy and I think she’d be looking at you with this grin, if only she could have made it through like you did.

Also Layne never hated his fans. He hated the ones that said they were fans and would mail him drugs, put it in the pocket o someone next to him or hung out in front of his place with drugs when he and Demri were trying to kick. If anything he was surprised when people said they were fans and in my experience for that he was shy which may have sounded aloof. Demri was trying to kick when she died. She really wanted it but one of the things she really needed was rehab and she had burnt her bridge without outside support and couldn’t afford it otherwise. I personally looked in to it with her. When she did have it set up from her mom, it didn’t work out. 21-28 days is not enough time for someone to change habits. I challenge anyone out there to go the next 28 days without sugar or coffee and see how easy it is to kick these mildly addictive things. I’d be surprised if you get more than one person that can. They also didn’t address co-addictive behavior and when you have a band member, a boyfriend, a girlfriend a family member or friend that uses how can you be around them and not? Like you did you have to leave? I told Layne to go to an island away from everyone and everything and just hang out with Dem like the old days before the band got famous and they started using heroin. While I am thinking about it, when Layne and Demri got together everyone knew Layne and Demri’s boyfriend. When the band got signed, Demri was not just the singer’s girlfriend but treated like a “Yoko Ono”. She was definitely the women behind the man and drugs and the vices of fame changed everything. There’s no Rockstar 101 class.

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Lucy Reply:
March 2nd, 2010 at 12:07 pm

Im sure you did know her Amber F. However, one statement you made has irrefutable evidence that contradicts what you stated – that Demri wasnt a hooker and that she loved Ro and Layne too much. Im not knocking her (I didnt know her) but her police record (which is available online), lists several arrests for prostitution/theft. Whether it was a regular habit, or something that happened out of a desperate need for money in the throngs of her addiction, the facts remain the same…Demri did resort to prostitution.

Was the fake Ambers post harsh and mean? Yes, but there is a criminal history which supports her claim that demri did prostitute and did steal.

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